Alright my second re-shill.

Thank you all for the messages of support. Some people have asked why it seems like it's so far out of reach and I'll explain once more

I mentioned that my new puppy unfortunately contracted Parvo and needed to stay at the Vet to be overnight monitored a few months back. That was ridiculously expensive. I also will HAVE to move at the end of November because my landlord won't be renewing my contract because of some personal issues he's having so I'll need to move and all the associated costs with that.

I got my ticket to the When We Were Not Old festival before all this stuff went down. Something I've been looking hella forward to and unfortunately with everything kinda coming at once going would be a financial drain (obviously) during a financial tough spot in my life. I would go if it weren't for the other things in my life right now but it'd be just irresponsible to do unless I give myself some wiggle room financially first.

So yeah that's pretty much the whole thing. I kinda figured a little while back going would be questionable but as it draws closer my depression about missing it kinda set in more. Hence why I've been a bit extra sad.

But I'm still gonna try with this second re-shill for today and something tomorrow to try and still make it!